Why am I not asleep? Tell you something.
I’M NOT SLEEPY AT ALL MAN!
Shit la. it’s like. o.o
Seriously. Always happens during the holidays.
Grr, Better tune myself back to the normal human timing. * faints * If not exams sure GG one.
^^”
NIGHT. Or MORNING. or. huh?
K, whatever.
God Natt.
Jag är sjuk.
Having flu, or at least my nose feels funny as it feels as if it’s jammed up with water and my throat feels alittle bit dry and painful.
I’m talking weird now. Like. uhhhhhhh…. huuuuhhhhhhh… low.
HAHA.
Ok, at least I’m not that sick enough to not enjoy my friday for a little while more.
Hmm, had english paper (1), and as usual, I wrote that I slit my wrist AGAIN ( I always have this fantasy about me lying on my bed with blood dripping all over me. BUT I WILL NEVER DO IT OK! ). But emo stories are really easy to write. AHAHA..
The title was expectation, so I wrote that i was tired of living my parents life for them instead of my own. Yeah, then all the emo thoughts came out and i slit myself. The end.
AHAHA, ok, I’m just to lazy to type out everything for you.
ANYWAY,
I GOT SCOLDED BY SUSIE AGAIN!! )))):
Everyone was supposed to hand it in, and although (i’m the pe leader) I thought only those who had to change the cca record were to hand it in, why she cannot blame everyone instead because they should know it tooo ?!?! I’m super sad lurhh, like my whole sec 3 and sec 4 life terrorized by her. [ *gasps* ]
I took a “CLIQUE” photo with the following people today:
[ Yes, i know my hook thingi from my belt came off AGAIN. Garh. ]
From left:
ME, Michelle Anne Lim, Serene Chua, Mr Seth Tan, Michelle Tang, Chinara, Xiaoqi, and Jodie.
Hahaha, then we had this muffin thing from COFFEE BEAN and started complaining where there’s so little chocolate inside, but in the end we found alot la. Woots. Chocolates rocks and makes me sick ):
It’s friday today !! Wanted to talk to someone on e phone, but she’s abit MIA for almost e whole week ar, )= Sadded.
Want to go cycling next week [ or maybe this week ]. So who’s up for it just message me ok! [ only applicable for people who know me. HAHA ]. Can’t wait to use my dad’s bike. Woots.
Oh well, September holidays are here people ! Don’t forget to study, but do rest as well !! As long as you don’t slack as much as me, I think you’re alright!! HAHA!
Enjoy your holidays people ! Universitry students too bad lurh. Working one worst. Bunny, JIAYOU FOR YOU 6K !! [ Insert song ] 我等着 PSP, 我等着 PSP…
哈哈，我的博客会有一名不识华文字的女生读，所以，我倒是想了很久要不要用华文
来博客。
考试即将来临。我们大家都开始感到一阵阵的害怕。怎么说，也是我们在中学最后
的几个试卷了，一定要风风光光，潇潇洒洒地离开吗~
大家都要好好读书哦~~~ 连我这个懒惰虫都在刻苦劳命地埋头苦干了，你还能找什
么借口呢? (：
加油加油，下雨不愁，他有雨伞，我们都有大头!! (聪明人，找地方躲嘛 ~~ KEKE)
BARD NOOSE.
I lost ALL (yes, almost ALL) my electrolysis notes, even the one my tuition teacher wrote for me and there’s ALOT OF THINGS I’m not sure of are INSIDE THE NOTES.
I’m very sad.
Hope i’ll find it soon.
Mood (haha, copy LJ) : SAD (insert picture of me pouting).
FINALLY PEOPLE!
FINALLY!
I KNOW WHAT FUCKING SALT IS AND QA AND HOW TO MAKE A SALT (this part, i THINK).
WOOOOOOO!
HAHAHAHA!!!! OMG!
IT’s quite fun mans!!
I <3 studying!
I have to change my mindset.
At least just for another 3 more months.
Success are for those who hang on while the others fall.
I can do it !!!
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YEEYIN!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!
STUFF COTTON WOOL INTO YOUR EAR!!!
REN3!!!!
WHEN YOU GET 7A1s THEN START SCOLDING PEOPLE!!!!!!
PUSH THE STUPID PEOPLE OUT OF MY MIND !!!!
FILL IT WITH 7A1s!!!
I CAN DO IT !!!!
IN THE NAME OF NIKE,
JUST DO IT.
IN THE NAME OF FARAH,
I MUST DO IT!!!!!
Army geng all the way, fake this fake that, just to be able to stay at home and go out with his gf.
Sit around, do nothing, play psp, buy thing for gf.
Only scold me.
It’s so fucking irritating. He’s like using our money, just like his dad, to buy things for other people, create happiness for people not of the same blood. But what about us? Nothing. Just one lazy bastard who comes home to suck up to mom so he could have his daily dose of vitamin M.
Irritating. Annoying.
He should move out, then at least all will be mine.
This time,
I’m holding on.
I won’t let go no matter what.
I won’t let anything convince me to let go.
This time,
I will hold on to this friend.
I swear I will never let it go.
What Yee Yin Means |
 You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
I don wanna be a cheena !!! T.T
Hahahaha, seriously, i don’t know how people can blog w GOOD ENGLISH you know! Like writing compo liddat w0rhx. hurhurx.
Lawls, have the sudden temptation to write in twiitx. xD
Wait, twit reminds me of twiggies. lawls. ok, nevermind.
Hmm, I think i’ve said before i don’t like people sticking to me? Yeah.
Chiongster’s logic. I choose my friends. It’s like, erm. Yeah, you don’t have to try being my friend? Because it just comes naturally.
Like, i can be super close to a person without feeling very awkward and scared (yes, i get intimidated by people who are trying to be super close to be, like best friends. woots. fuck you).
Hahahaha. Ok, I should start being a loner again.
For this man.
Only 7A1s can gain me access to his wallet.
I mean, if the first person finishes what he has to say, like, complete the whole “Story”, and not stop halfway, giving only half set of the instructions, then it’s like, no miscommunication lorh. If you didn’t pass the message properly, how can you blame the person that just followed your message?
Exams
It’s time to bring everything we’ve learnt together folks!!! Last day @ school today, somewhat. Had been thinking quite abit, about how I used to motivate myself to study since 186days to olevels. Now it’s 58. Apparently, I haven’t done anything. So now, I’d probably be studying quite a while, and I finally understood why she said she would be not quite social as her term begins.
Maybe i just need someone to talk to, encourage me. Not in the mushy mushy way (yeeyin!! you’re the best! you can do it! come on! jiayou!!!), but rather the nagging and scolding way, make me feel guilty for not studying kindof encouragement.
I’m just not willing to let go of my favourite best friend *drumroll* MY LAPTOP! I’ve been quite unfaithful to my husband (My calculator) as I spend the last 100 + days flirting with laptop. AHAHA.
SO yeah, let me set this target once and for all. Finish bio in 3 weeks + A maths. I can do it. And also, read history and ss in the toilet. (shioK).
For once, for the sake of getting into a good JC, I will do it. >.<
MY FWENS, YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO OK!
Grudges, enemies.
She tells me I should just let go of it. All the hate you hate this hate that. All the typical things a bimbo would do (oops).
Well, maybe I should start asking myself.
Does it really help to hate someone? Other than feeling happy for a while, then, what?
I’ll learn to forgive and forget.
It’s how things should be in the first place I suppose. Since I myself, cannot set a proper and perfect example, I shouldn’t be grumbling so much about someone.
I’m ready to forgive one person (I don’t know if she wants to be forgiven and to forgive, or to treat me words as SHIT and blog on her private blog. That’s the thing stopping me from doing so).
And the other one, I can’t stand her acting so all high and mighty and treating us like lowerclass people and dogs. Everyone has different forte. I can’t help it if you’re good in studying. But I think when you get a talent, it’s not for you to use and showoff. it’s for you to share. That’s why I share the skill I have (beatboxing) to people who are interested. Maybe dancing too and a little table tennis and soccer. It’s like a principle I have la.
So yeah. Gonna prepare myself to forget all these grudges and get on with a new life as this final journey starts at this checkpoint and probably end in a few months time.
Then I’ll be free.
And then, rahrah, I can then jio you out. -____-”
xD
Singapore fireworks Festival ROCKS. :D
每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象
Algae-ed cooler. Let’s get poisoned and die together.
I SCORE E WINNING GOAL TODAY!! PLAYING WITH 4TRUTH!
And i got complimented by a couple of soccer people and Mr Jega(dno how to spell his name). He though i had some team outside, and said with my skills, i can easily play for a team.
And then, my cousin come on msn, tell me, well, the number of woman’s soccer team outside can be counted with your hand. -.o
But however, i still love to kick balls! HAHAHA (sounds wrong).
4truth, thier midfielders were great! and their attack was quite tight too, but we have our very own MADE IN 4CHARITY DAWN! Saved gazillion goals kicked up charlene, probably the best player there. Very hiong when the gets the ball.
Then my arm got grabbed by a china student. Fking pain. -_____- Should have slapped her really really hard. Without saying sorry, cos she also nv say sorry. HumPh!
OK, great day at soccer, everyone did a great great excellent job! Can’t wait to kick a ball tomorrow. HEHE!
