i pawned prelims

30 09 2008

L1R5. Whopping 28.

Isn’t that great ?!?!

*wallows in self-denial*

Maybe I deserve it. Haven’t been studying much. Always procrastinating. Wasted Strangerfriend’s naggings. Use computer too much.

Let’s hope I’ll study harder.

I will not only do my best, but do it better

than the rest.





I’m in MI.

27 09 2008

If there’s first three months that is.

English B4
Chinese A1
Amaths C6
Chemistry D7 (wah lau, 3 more marks pass already la)
Social studies/ Elective History D7
Emaths ?
Biology C6

Whoah, totally screwed my prelims up.

Such a failure. I’m not supposed to be even using the computer now.

Fail !!!

Hais, i hope that this O levels won’t cost me any good friends of mine. I should really get away from people and join those books.

48 days more. Wait for me.





24 09 2008

COmpleted E.Maths paper 1 and half of paper 2 from 8 – 9, 1005- 1201.

PLEASE SAY IT’S AN ACHIEVEMENT!!! xD

CJC, SJII, TP.

I shall go to VJC.





She’s right.

23 09 2008

I know it.

I’m lazy.

I will study hard this time.

Last month to buck up.





Piece of me, Britney Spears

23 09 2008

“Piece Of Me”

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They’re still gonna put pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama

Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
And you want a piece of me

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
And end up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me? (you want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin’ on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there’s panic in this industry
I mean please…
Do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)


I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They’re still gonna put pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…
You want a piece of me?


I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
Oh yeah
You want a piece of me

Britney Spears. I support her till death. My idol since I was 5.

She’s fucking cool, I don’t care.





POST PRELIM PROGRAMME.

22 09 2008

We had this talk by the group of mission people again.

Haha, to be honest, I hate how they use people who had really bad life and how they had their lives changed by believing in some divine.

Well, i just think this is utterly ridiculous. I mean, seriously.

Reality check.

Having SQ, or spiritual quotient, does not really help much in this world except giving you a sense of motivation when you need it. Does believing in the divine give you a good job, family, friend? Then why not stop studying and pray a certificate will be in your mailbox like, tomorrow?

When you say to bring him glory, do you really mean it and 100% want to bring glory to whatever you’re praying to? Or you just want it for yourself so your stay on earth would be better? Then wouldn’t it just be a thought of selfishness already? Using someone to make yourself gain what you want?

I believe that if that divine being tell you to let go of everything and do what he says, I bet 99% of this population will not do it.

They say the believe in an eternal life prepared for them when they die, but yet they still fight for money, glory for themselves, fight for positions in the company. They are not willing to let go, yet they yank so much about bringing glory to the divine if they are allowed to do well.

The point is.

If you don’t fully submit yourself to whatever, or believe in the thing you’re believing in now, might as well forget it.

Think about it.

How will THE DIVINE feel you’re only using him for your materialistic gains.

You are just a plain selfish bastard.





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COOL MAN!!!

19 09 2008

German man protests legal fine by paying 62 kilos in coins

Published: 16 Sep 08 15:01 CET
Online: http://www.thelocal.de/14333/20080916/

A man in Wuppertal decided to protest legal fines by paying with 29,292 one-cent coins into the county court mail box, the Westdeutsche Zeitung reported on Tuesday.

His postal protest was appropriately ironic – he had been sentenced to pay the €292.92 fine for helping a prison inmate smuggle letters.

In retaliation, he threw the 63 kilogrammes (139 pounds) in unwrapped coins into the mail box. A local bank counted the coins for the county court, and found them to equal the exact amount of the fine, a court spokeswoman said.

The court in the German state of North Rhine-Westphalia accepted the coins instead of returning them, because “at that weight the shipping costs would have been more than it was worth,” she said.

DDP/The Local (news@thelocal.de)

Source take from : http://www.thelocal.de/14333/20080916/





COKE

19 09 2008

Coke is dangerous. Makes you hyper.

Never drink coke on the day before a paper.

You’ll end up laughing at yourself.

SF says she’s a rock in my sock!!! HOHO!





CLICK.

18 09 2008

Yeah, I know it’s an old movie. But it’s uber nice, damn touching and never fails to make me wanna cry.

I want to watch it again. Lols.





she always sets me thinking.

18 09 2008

Why do I have so little friends in my life?

Heart breaks. So many that I’ve decided that I won’t ever anyhow call anyone my friend again.

Shall I believe others again then, just because I had my heart broken so many times?

I want to believe others again.

Believe in GFF. [ good friends forever ]

it’s somewhat like dating.

Breakup alot of times, just to find the right guy.





You don’t have to fight.

17 09 2008

You shot Tupac and Biggie
Now I’m coming after you like V-W-X-Y-Z
This is cause and effect, the dominal effect
The “What goes up, must come down” effect
You hopin, though, that you had a hand in doin the doin
The conclusion of the evil that you ended and start pursuing

Sometimes, it’s tiring to be hating someone for so long. Holding grudges are definately not the way to deal with things that are happening now.

What’s the point at laughing at her plight? Well, maybe it will bring us TEMPORARY happiness. But it’s temporary, so what’s the point of it?

I realised it’s somewhat pointless to be talking about it day and night, gossiping about this and this [ no, I din't type anything wrong ]. That’s what I don’t like about being in a clique in girls school, although it’s quite ironic because not alot of people wants me in their clique.

When there’s nothing else better to say, we just like to dig those old things and start mocking our enemy again.

I start to think. Why bring back the negative feelings again? It’s simply like, condemning a prisoner that wants a fresh start in life.

Yellow ribbon guys.

So guys, let’s not assume that she’s trying to act innocent and making you guys feel bad or she’s still being an attention seeker for we do not have access to her mind. She has her own plans, let’s get on with ours. If she ever wants to stay this way, let her be. She will find herself being locked up in her own mess one day.

I’m not bragging, because this is nothing nice to be bragging about. I’ve been outcasted almost my entire life in SN. It’s not a fun thing or feeling. That time, I didn’t want anyone to like me, but just give me a chance to prove my worth and not let assumptions get in the way.

If you don’t know the truth, just forget it.

Let nature takes its course.

Every evil deed against the conscience sows a seed. When the time is ripe, you will have to reap what you sow. What goes around comes around.

Just be neutral. Don’t be so mean. I’m trying to do that. You shall try it too.

Don’t be too sour or bitter about something. Add some sweetness to your life. It doesn’t mean you can’t be bitching about something, but do it in moderation lah.

Anyways, jiayou to all SEC4s/5s 08. ALL WILL DO WELL.

Song: Karma
Artist: Black Eyed Peas

p.s. This is applicable to grudges I use to hold in school. Others, too bad.





I’m a Porcastinater.

16 09 2008

Yaya, i purposely spell wrong ok. HAHA.

I had propaganda paper today, and E maths. I’m so surprised i managed to do it although I dint study at all!! OK! FINE! I BROWSED through. But is really BROWSED ok. SERIOUS.

Anyway I don’t care i give up. :D

Procrastinator all the way!!





Those were the days.

13 09 2008

People love to talk about their past. Even I do.

Kindergarden, primary school, playing table tennis for the pure enjoyment and not trying to observe politics. Those were the days I felt so carefree and happy and all the positive adjectives you could find.

So?

It’s just, those WERE the days.

I stumbled across someone’s blog. He loved his girlfriend, they broke up, and he’s not willing to let it go. He loved those happy times they shared together, constantly blogging about his love and those old days and his disappointment for not being a better guy.

I thought. Why do we like to talk about our past which always lead us to regretting the things that we haven’t done, how much we like to stay in the happy times and not willing to move on?

Are we afraid that we might not have better times that we had before? Maybe.

Now, i’ve learnt something.

The past, if not made for you to regret about. It’s for you to show off that your days are getting better and better.

I had happy times when I was young. I had happy times last year with my bestie.

I may have lost all these somewhere while enjoying too much of these happiness.

But through this, I learned how to cherish and make things better.

Stranger friend. Current clique and buddies. Pleasant relationships with classmates.

Forget about the past. I’m looking at (my) the present(s) (:

Good friends last longer than best friends. GFF my friend, Good Friends Forever.





Stranger Friend!

13 09 2008

I don’t want to blog out your full name already. Everyone’s google-ing your name and ended up at my blog. GARH. I’m the popular one ok, not you! HAHA!! GG.

I screwed up maths paper. Don’t ask. I practically turned (insert cuckoo bird) KOOKOO KOOKOO at the partial fractions part. I knew how to do it. I know how to do it. I always know how to do it. But yet, Hais.

Prelim’s half a disaster. I don’t know what’s the other half. Ey, I do. Biology, Propaganda paper and Emaths.

Darn.

Slit, bleed, cry, die. Gee I hope I caught your eye.   (lol, so AA. HAHA) Tune/Rhythm/whatever neh-neh to bimbo cheer. ya, i know i’m super lame.

Aight. I’m off to bed. I miss stranger friend ( ps lorh, someone hates to be missed ). I miss. I miss. I miss having fun, playing soccer, rushing to eat w Jingwen. That’s the part i miss the most, having a partner to play soccer frisbee running with (nono, not girl-girl thing ok. it’s a Senior-Junior-Good friend-soccer-chiangrai buddies thing ok. )

I shall just get over it. It’s part of growing up? -sigh-

I thought I hated school. But I’m starting to like it. I’m sort of at the stage of near retirement.

Having gone through lots of politics and bimbos for so long. Now I’m quite enjoying school life. The prelims came, It’s like having one foot into the grave and the other waiting for O levels for the death sentence.

How sad.

How sad.

I wan to sleep.

- SNORES -

I am SNORLAX.

lawls. No la, I’m the diving princess that’s acting like a lion. Doesn’t that make me a sea lion?

- Thinks -





11 09 2008

Thinks she has done enough.

No.

She keeps asking me what I want.

I want everyone to leave me at home and heck care me so i can do whatever I want, study in peace without a parent that keeps asking me about school work and a man who keep talking to his girlfriend everywhere and have tons of bad habits that drives me crazy.

Always break my study momentum.

If men like to be topless all the time, then why design clothes for men? Bastards.

And why should women go for slimming/plastics/makeup when men don’t even bother to do a simple task of toning their muscles? They are like shameless! They are critisizing how fat women are, how ugly they look while they walk around topless like pieces of flab and have armpit hair ( and they expect all the girls to shave).

What happened to all the men in this world.





I uber hate mediacorp.

11 09 2008

Whole day film film film behind my house. I go see you tell me go away.

**** U MANXZC!

MY HOUSE LORH!

I hate mediacorp. Use my house never tell me. Use my house never pay money.

GRRRRR!!!! Next time I shall paste bigbig

” DO NOT FILM MY BACKDOOR AND MY MANGO TREE! “

~ irritated ~

Last time Channel 8, now Channel 5. Then next time what, Suria ar? Or Vasantham Central play bollywood with my mango tree?!?!?!





I don’t like.

10 09 2008

I don’t like people sticking to me.

I mean.

There are times I want to be left alone.

That’s why I told you, in my whole life, I only have like, 4 friends.

I like to keep a distance w other people, because I don’t like people people getting involved with my life.

I don’t like hanging around w people in school all the time.

You will never ever be my friend. Everyone else should just stop trying too.





40 days. 2 years.

10 09 2008

40 days left to cramp 2 years of content.

English
E.Maths
A.Maths
Chemistry
Biology
Elective History
Social Studies

7 subber yet doing so badly.

I should be ashamed of myself.





I’m pissing in my pants.

9 09 2008

Donglihuoche hates me.

Seriously, she hates me.

Get ready for hell tomorrow.

Shit.

))):