JAE POSTING 2009

Catholic JC.

Please tell me to work hard ok (:

Sunburnt and pissed off.

Headed to Sentosa today, hoping to catch some sea breeze after being deprived of diving for a year and going. We went there rather late, so what we got is a really hot sun. We found kindof a good shade and we settled down before attempting to play in the hot sun and sand.

It sounds like a normal day at the beach, so why am I so fucking pissed of you may ask?

Well, we chose to meet at 11, yet some people have the cheek(s) to be late for almost 2 hrs, and yet not feeling apologetic at all. First, you whine how hot it is. But hey, if we were there at 11, would it be so hot? And what do you expect, a moon waiting for you at the beach + aircon? C’mon. It’s perfectly fine.

When the main plain was to be at the beach, you have to whine again to go back to vivo when I’ve already settled down and enjoying the environment and breeze. If some people realised, I was already fucking pissed.

Fine. We headed back to vivo, planning to watch a movie. When we couldn’t watch the show we intended to watch, YOU HEAD HOME. Like what the fuck?! We could have spent another hour at the beach until it gets COOLING. Now we can’t’ go back unless we have another 3 fucking dollars.

The irritating is : You’re late, and yet you have so much to say. If everything goes as planned, it’s still fun although it’s just 9 odd people. If you weren’t late and be more RESPONSIBLE about keeping to the timing we agreed, EVERYBODY’S GOING TO BE HAPPY. You don’t have to go around saying how disappointed you are because all have to leave. Zhaoying left because we were already LATE to Sentosa and she has other commitments.We were disappointed with you being LATE.

What’s the fucking problem? Isit so hard to keep to the timing? It’s all about simple responsibility. Even I, who always wake up late, WOKE UP AT 8, just to reach there on time. Even when i was shitting at vivo, I make it a point that I don’t make everyone wait.

So why can’t you just do the same? It’s not once that you are at least 2-3hours late.

I just can’t stand people who are so fucking irresponsible and make others change their plans because of YOU.

Forget it. As if you’ll be aplogetic after reading this post. You’ll probably just be rolling your eyes and bitching to someone else.

Fuck off.

What a life, what a life.

6/4 2004.

BFF. You know who are the excluded ones, so yeah, you’ve got to use some BRAINS.

I can’t be bothered to type out everything we did ( I hardly do that on my blog anyway ).

I’m just fucking touched to see how we managed to keep contact with each other, be still fucking close together and remember all the retarded times we shared when we were in P5 and P6.

Times where everyone was one, although there were cliques la. But I meant, we still remember each other as a class rather than individual cliques all around. The guys are our friends, and the girls are their friends. It’s a very clear cut thing.

There’s no defined line cut between anyone of us (except AHEM AHEM). We’re just diffused all around, no partially permeable membrane present.

There’s still quarrels and being bushuang at each other. But noway is this big family going to go down.

6/4 2004. Bunch of DORKS that I don’t want to forget.

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Went back to KHS today. Am so glad to know that most of the teachers remember me leh! Mrs Han-Yap, Mrs Yap, Mrs Ooi, Ms Ong. Wow. The table tennis girl huh? Heh. Main player in my primary school, don’t play play. Broke someone’s nose somemore. xD

Well. I’m kindof tired now. Slept 7 hous, then whole day of activities, bitching (without guys, there’s no fun. seriuosly. ), watched INKHEART ( quite a waste of money. Erneh almost dozed off. Me too *yawns* ). Then we did something super cool, which I’m not going to say in case I spoil all the fun. It involves pissing the person who’s pissed off with me ( But I don’t care you know! ). Ok, faking that IDC. But I can’t wait to URGH.

HAHAHA.

Aight, Good night. I think the cough mixture is kicking in. Feeling kindof groggy.

Actually no la. I don’t know how to end this post. People usually end like that then I try lorh. hHA

But I”m sick and that’s true. Need lots and lots of rest.

(: GNIGHT.

Why am I caring so much about that?

I didn’t get the mail from her, although my friend did.

I did miss her, but yet I am so insignificant to her.

There’s this gush of disappointment I cannot explain.

But maybe I’m just fated to be a guardian angel, or at least to try.

It’s about guarding someone that’s treasured, and not expecting anything in return. Not even expecting the person to remember you, or even know you.

Only to see someone happy for a while, or just a simple smile. That shall be my job.

I won’t want to be remembered.

I’ll learn to be around them always, not to talk about benefits or return.

Just. Make them smile. (:

Duangjit. GBY.

Mood: Learning.

Why did I change my mind? Hmm..

Yay! I promised this post to alot of people who had been asking me, “Ey, I thought you were going poly, how come you change your mind so fast?”. So I decided to blog about it (some BUGGER ah, told me I can’t stop blogging because this it ENTERTAINS her. Oh well..).

Hmm, initially, I was kindof strong about going Temasek Poly’s(TP) Veterinary Technology. Even before I received my results, I was thinking about ways I could appeal etc. I went to TP’s open house, checked the whole course out and found out that with this diploma, I can go for other courses in NUS too, doesn’t mean I have to continue Vet tech degree or vet science.

Then when I got my results, I kinda shouted “Yay! I can go for vet tech already!!”. I was so close to joining TP. However, when I reached home, I started to think twice. “Will this amount of money that I am going to earn every month after diploma going to bring me to a Vet Science degree?”. I didn’t submit my choices. I didn’t know if this move will cause any great changes in my future.

I went to  TP a few days after the release of results, and really really went in depth with the lecturer there about vet tech. He told me there are dark parts in the course, eg. Peeling animal skin off and see the muscle, putting animals to sleep and gavaging (inserting a long blunt head needle into the stomach of the rat from the mouth into the stomach to inject a fluid inside). It didn’t really deter me from joining the course.I mean, it’s going to be at certain modules only right? I can just stop doing it after I graduate.

My mom brought me to a farm area after that and we went to this dog farm which my mom’s friend own. He knew that I want to take vet tech, so he told me, “I suggest you don’t take vet tech. If you want to be a vet, go jc, directly go overseas to get it.” Then I was like, I don’t really have that much money etc. So he said something that makes me wanna study so hard I’ll just get crazy and bang my head on the wall. “If you get super good grades (in Science), and no one is offering a scholarship to you, I will sign a contract with you. I pay for your studies, you’ll work for me after to graduate.”

And so, I decided to take this risk and believe him.

Good grades and do everything.

THUS, I CHANGED MY MIND. STOP ASKING PEOPLE.

Anyway, picture of the day:

O Level 2008 Results

English A2
Maths A2
Amaths A2
Chinese A1
Combined Humans B4
Chemistry A2
Biology B3

L1R5 = 13 (11 after bonus)
L1R4 = 09 (07 after bonus)

Next stop : TEMASEK POLY

You.

I’ve met so many great people in my life, yet I only know how to critisize them and think why aren’t they better.

School’s gonna start soon if I’m ending up in JC, which is something I hope won’t happen. Then, 4C’08 will seriously turn into history. No more gathering as a class in SN, no more pissing teachers off, no more being mean to molly, no more owing MISS QUEK AM/EM-whatever, no more going hoo’s here as a class.

I may be rather unhappy in SN, but I must admit that there were days that I really enjoyed myself.

This post will be dedicated to people in SN, who thought they were rather insignificant in my life. But no. Be it one hour, one second that you made me happy, you’re still someone that is worth thanking.

(ORDER NOT ACCORDING TO MERIT)

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SHEILA SEAH

We’re not super good friends, we don’t talk to each other in school (but there were times.. ). I was amazed when she arrived @ the airport when I was gonna go to chiangrai with a packet of gummies because I told her that I hate the ears popping thing you feel when you’re on the plane. And so,  I too did her a favour by trying to look out for her meimei. HAHA! Really, I was really touched. So hmm, THANKS SHEILA! :D:D:D

HUISHAN

If you still remember, we had a h2h talk on msn, talking about some stuffs that were bothering us both. I seriously felt honoured because you actually trust me to keep something of yours a secret although I wasn’t someone that you’ve known for a very long time. Thanks for believing in me. Makes me feel important for a while. Haha..

JESSIE and DEBRA

Lit-free study mates. It was kindof awkward having to spend our free periods together because we’re not in good terms with each other. I appreciate you guys’ efforts to let me fit in by offering to sit together at the library, gng to the toilet(HHA) and sharing your(Jessie) infactuation with NIA. HAHA. And Debra too, by being understanding on why I acted that way in Sec 2. Thanks. (:

NAT ONG

THE WORST PE LEADER EVER MAN! HAHAHAH!!! Always do things halfway one. xD But thanks for marking attendence though!!! The thing that I hate most is markin’ attendence. We used to be kinda cool about each other until something happened but who cares. Thanks for the valentine gift that told me to stop being online all the time! xD

JODIE YEO

HELLO! SURPRISED? xD YA LA BUDDY ( I KNOW YOU DOn’T WANT TO BE MINE THOUGH). HAHA, I loved the times when we crapped and gossiped so much together during recess and stuffs. WE quarrel alot I know! But I don’t care about it anymore because we’ll defintely be going to diff schools. HAHAH!! Hmm, thanks for being to HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all the time d: ALL E BEST! HOPE YOU GET INTO HCJC and meet you uncle there!

VICKI CHNG

I know I kept harping on how you betrayed me in the past. Although you did me wrong in the past, I’m in the wrong too for harping on it and spreading (fact, not rumour) to the rest of the people I know. It’s a kind of revenge I was taking. It makes me not different from you(past) and it took me a while to realise that. No one waits for an apology. So I’ll be the first to apologize. Sorry, and thanks for helping me grow in some way.

VALENTIA and CLAUDIA

TABLEMATES THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO CHERISH. Thanks for nagging @ me to do homework! I love pissing Valentia off by asking her to shuddup and pissing Claudia off with vulgarities (FUCK OFF) xD. Thanks for being there all the time (we’ve been sitting together for like, almost the last few months and for O’s too). ((: ALL E BEST!

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Ok, I think I only have that much in my mind now. My fingers are too lazy to type out everything also. HAHA. Shall continue when I have something else to say.

Quite emo emo now. Because everything’s going to change. I have to learn to adapt again. ): Don’t really like the awkward feeling when I meet new people though.

Give you guys a picture.

DREAM DUNK

Took this picture in Chiangrai, Thailand. This is their basketball thing in school. It’s just a few planks + a metal hoop + paint. Yet they put so much effort when they train basketball. This picture depicts their desire to do a dunk whenever they are near the hoop. Imagine, holding the ball in one hand, jumping into the air and say, “I’m going to make my DREAM DUNK come true!”. Making a dream come true requires alot of effort. I wish that in this new year, everyone will have the determination to fulfil their dream no matter what comes their way.

HAPPY 2009 (: I know abit late la. I DONT CARE OK! :D

Roxorloops vs Joel Turner

Probably the most insulting bbox match I’ve ever seen. HAHA. Cool. I like the australian more though, xD