GUESS WHAT

2.4km 14:03 ( 3 seconds to A )

AND I HAD MY FIRST NOSEBLEED TODAY WHILE LOOKING AT GUYS WHO CAN’T (and can ) DO PULL UP. HAHAHAH!! OMG! SO DUMB.

But I didn’t do well in dance today ): Gotta train harder.

Boys.

I’m going to make the scope of my anger smaller.

I’m just irritated with an immature male adolescent. Plus his female accomplice.

FS

She’s off to korea for her floorball games I think.

School’s been very busy. Haven’t been talking much to her after O’s even. It’s just getting more difficult to catch up with my friends when there’s school going on.

It’s just going to have this snowball effect and one day we’re not going to be friends anymore.

I don’t want that to happen.

Because.

SF loves FS (:

*Come back soon.

2009 / Term 2.

They always say, a new ____, a new start.

That’s not really the case for me.

It’s like.

I may not have worked hard the previous term, so now I will work harder.

I may not have been the best person to be with the last term, so now I will try to be more pleasant.

To be honest, I’m not particularly happy with my performance the previous. I choose not to be blaming that it’s a new environment and I’m still trying to get things right.

there’s a difference between being positive and lying to yourself.

I want to work harder.

Harder than anyone else.

Bring myself to a height I’ve never been before.

Bring out my fullest potential.

Is it going to be possible? It will.

It’s all going to be about my mindset.

Being a vet or zoologist is my goal. And all I have is 2 years to prove that I’m worthy to become one.

Work hard yeeyin, work hard.

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You can’t dictate someone to like you or not be irritated with you.

It’s not right. And I suppose it’s not possible.

It’s not about choice either.

Why not I throw you a haggard old man that wanks to dogs fucking ( oh gosh ) and he tells you not to hate him? It’s not possible.

Period.

*Figure of speech. Not supposed to offend.

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New time table is up on col@c. Some changes here and there.

Alright.

Back to bio.

Sick liao la.

Kns. Damn sian. Flu.

Eyes closing.

Homework all undone.

How.

Term 2 Week 1 coming.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am very stressed.

I am so going to retain.

Beijing health bureau officials distribute 400,000 condoms for safe sex during Olympics – August 15, 2008

MARCH HOLs HOMEWORK

Maths

AP, GP, Sigma notation

Binomial Theorem

Method of difference

Chinese

Book report ( 500 words )

Tutorial

Econs

Tutorial on supply

Project left PPT

Bio

Study for CA:

Protein

Lipid

Carbohydrates

Enzyme

Cell function

Bio SPA worksheet

Chemistry

Tutorial

Electronic configuration

GP

Websites summary

16 years, 364days old.

Let me give an example.

I often thing about things that are so queer, that I don’t know why I’m really thinking of it. But maybe it’s just a way to explain to myself there’s nothing really wrong about me ( at times ). It’s just this normal way of life.

I’ve thought of this question recently while I was alone with myself for a while.

What if one day, someone were to confront me, saying, “Why do you fucking hate this person when she did nothing wrong to you?”

It sounds as if I’m being the mean pok ass guy here. But let me just share with you this little thought that I have.

Firstly, think food. What is the food that you dislike most?

One day, plating ( food sits on plate ) in front of you  is that so called disgusting food. And then the person beside you is eating it. And then you give him a disgusted face saying, “Eeyer, nice meh?”. And of course the other person said it’s nice and urges you to try it. You try it. However, you just don’t manage to force it down your throat. Even if you do, you still hate that particular piece of food.

Similarly to life, you can’t force me to like a particular person that has no affinity with me.

It’s like forcing me to eat a plain white bread ( something that I can’t really do ) and tell me to like it and eat it for the rest of my life.

One sentence sums it all: I can’t do it.

So yea, this is my reasoning that you can’t have me liking everyone. It’s really about chemistry. About why this chemical refuses to react with another.

I try to like everyone. But if I really can’t, it’s really too bad for you.

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Ps. I won’t particularly bitch about anyone unless he/she drives me to a corner.
Ps/s Or maybe you’re just unlucky because I seriously don’t like you. Like how I hate certain Mushrooms.

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Love animals dude, love animals. Much more worth loving them than loving a human.

Exhausted. -o-’

Last week of the term! Hurray and no hurray!

CAs are like on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.

I can say that I’ve made some improvements in myself. Instead of thinking of flunking the papers ( since they either hold a very small percentage or maybe not counted towards promos at all ), I’m thinking of how to pass it. I’m worried that I might not do well. But it’s a good thing I’m thinking this way.

I’m not as slack as last time.

I studied. But now, I want to make myself study harder.

Slowly cut down on the internet.

Be the next girl to get all my subjects distinctioned.

My wish for this year, is to have confidence in all that I do.
Follow it, and make it come true.

I had some fun,
Smiles never left my face.
Until i feel something deep in me,
Empty and out of place.

PET HOTEL: Kennel 7

The uncle was super nice to let me hang around his pet shop for the day.

I brought my cousin’s dog there for a grooming session because he stinks and his ear has an infection because the previous groomer didn’t do a good job. And so, he was barking like a mad dog (oh wait, he’s a dog ) when I was looking at how the working bathes the dog.

Then after a while, like looking at how they bathe, condition, blow dry, clip nail and clean the ear, the uncle asked me, “You want to learn to bathe the dog anot?”. Then I was like, huh, ok lorh. So he went in to take a chiwahwah for me to bathe. Whoah, then is he really let me bathe the dog alone sia.

So I tried to bathe the dog like how I saw him do it, not scratching the fur but to massage it and stuffs. Then dried it with towel ( which I did wrongly because I have to actually dry him with 2 towels instead of using just one ), blow dry it and there! Haha. He didn’t allow me to comb the head of the dog because they were all so small sized, he was afraid that I’ll accidentally hurt them or smth.

Overall it’s a very fun time. I can’t seriously describe it in words la.

I bathed 2 dogs today on my own. First dog a chiwahwah that’s black and white. Damn it’s super cute. It went flat on the table and didn’t wanna stand up when I blew the dryer on him. Haha. Then the second one was a very very very very adorable and beautiful maltese ( I didn’t know maltese could be sooooo pretty ) which was sold to someone for 2thousand plus. Like OMG. Hahaha.

Oh well. I hope I’ll be back at the petshop during the holidays. I won’t be going nxt week I guess, because of CA. Gotta ACE it man. So sorry guys, no more computer till March holidays. BYEBYE :D